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Photobucket Khairiyah/Reeya ; 15 kicking of to 16 on 05May
Im simple minded & iam loud
Wish to travel around the world
Hate me leave ; If not enjoy your stay ; TY & Chalobeteh

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Monday Blues
Date Monday
Time Monday, August 03, 2009
Todaay , was kinda okey laa kan . scholl aspernormal . during SS class , Mr hamdi was absence and half of th class decided to play True or Dare . Ggaga , i was in th game but wasnt attacked . Fenfen was attacked & i dared her to kiss her bf lip to lip and yeah she did it . Sweet huh ?
Tingtong! nothing to say for th rest of th school lesson todaay .

Friends kept encouraging me & kept supporting me from th back but why do i still feel soo low down to earth . i feel that im soo weak with or w/o them . yes its true i need them th most & they need me too . They have help me alot but why couldnt just listen to them and do whats best for me . Im sure they want th best from me but what about me ? Im not doing anything but dwelling on th samesamesame problem each day . i knw dwelling on it wont resolved anything but much more worst . Friends say 'MOVE ON' , 'YOU WILL GET A BETTER ONE THN HYM' but why am i still here ? With th thoughts of you running in & out of my mind . I dont wish to be hypnotised & fiiled up in my mind just because of you . I have tried my best . Really tried . But it will fail every second . It will fade soo easily . Its so hard to forget you . i should have believe in myself and have th courage that i can do it but it seems too little to make it there . This was th biggest mistake i did . & through all your hurts all th sufferings that ive been through all this while . no one knws me th best . People could say they understand me but i knw & im sure they have never understood me . they said it for just th sake of saying it . Boys do come & go but im glad my babygirls & friends do stay close to my heart & mind .

Some part of my life i have to pretend that im smiling happily and showing that im okey cause i dun wish to hurt th others .

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