Date Tuesday
Time Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Heyhey !
yea its been so long tak update and im soo soo sory asskickers ! gaga ! laptop kena confiscated with daddy and im totally soo fcuking sad ! haiyaa ! sory to tell tt im no longer ACTIVE in cyberworld yeah ! *Sigh*
i miss evryone , i miss chatting yeah ! hee :D

Now im in computer lab adee Chemistry . haish.
Im bored !!! Gaga .
okeyokey i will update more if i get th chances yea baybeh !


Daddy i want my lappy back Pretty Please *Wootwoot*



PS; I love that guy :D

Date Friday
Time Friday, June 19, 2009

Yesterday planned cock up . supposed to go out to sentosa with th sec 4 laa kaans . abey sec 4 tuu sume tak jafi . adoii saket hatii ! then me & lynie decideed to go out . damn bored at home soo yea ! met her at bedok and off we go. we wasnt sure where we wanted to go and thot we went to town lorr. . drop off by train at dhoby ghout and we decided to find a place to eat . and we both craving for KFC . gagaa . jalan straight all th way sampai shaw house situu . we were supposed wanted to go to KFC at far east and we just coudnt get our way there . its almost an hour . we were both sweating and our stomach we both grumbling & i was like damn dehydrated . fuhhh ! tak bolei tahan babe . then finally lynie teringat about hyat hotell and yea made our way there and by a few minutes we both *High Five* agaga . I said to her nie macam amzing race sia ! hoho . we both bought zinger meal and for th first tyme ever our drinks was cleared frst before our food finished . i hope korng tawu what i mean . gaga , it was fun afterall . through th roads we lauhged our heart out macam baru amek laughing gas gituu . hoho . we went to far east walk2 keap then my ex Naim , called . aik ! terperanjat babe ! hoho . then daa tuu . far east was nothing , we went to ngee ann city and went in to 'kinokuniya' kecoh sia kte due . macam orang gilee . hoho . fun babe ! daa penat then i had to go home lorr . took trained home and yea . home sweet home .

that was yesterdays story .

todaay .

Im fcuking daamn eeffffinnggg sunnguhhh BORED ! u knw why ? cause my handphone would be silent w/o his texts . haish ! for 3 days okey . people 3 days tau tak ! his gone to KL and im soo supperrr sad laa kans . *sigh* takpee , baru satu hari abey daa rinduk. karot uhh reeya nie . *wootwoot* nyahaha .hope he fun there and yea takecre okey dude !!


Shah ; Your not in my life anymore . ive made a change im gonna be strong . i knw w/o u im still safe & sound . i think im better off w/o youu , i dun need u & i knw u dun need me anymore . Its time i leave and realise my dreams and do what really benefits me . im not gonna wait for th person i love and thats you that dun even care a single bit abt me . i guess im through with you . ive had enough with all ur fools & tricks . Im not needing u in my life & in my heart . Your never gonna get aplace im my heart . Now i guess this is th last post i hope im psoting abt you . i dun wish to have anything to do with you anymore . thanks for loving me once and hurting me more & more . Im never gonna have a love like this .



PS ; I miss you already ;(

Date Wednesday
Time Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Heys ! ! i hd fun yesterday going swimming with ; Yanaa , Fitri , Yayat , Yaseen , Zai and 4 more guys . haha . gerek uhh babygirls akuu ! woohhoo kecoh babe ! gaga! penat jugak uhh but haha afterall we really had fun and shared lots of laughter togather-gather .

Todaay thot of being a goodgirl but then got a text from baby Ara , she was sick & had to teman her to bedok polyclinic . met her at bedok inter arnd 315 . i was late . hoho :D . went there macam budak bodo laa kteorang daa tak tawu nak buwat apeekan . fuhh ! maluu siot ! gaga ! okey after that we proceeded to meet her ex Affie !Otw there went to buy bubble tea ! Ara belanje mah ! Thanks babe! Fuhh ! at 1st okey laa he but then lamelame alamak ! perangai !! Disgusting dokk ! *Sigh* Then wanted to meet her fren Ahmad but then diyer lambat forget it then . nyahahah ! then we took 225 and headed to mac to have our dinner there . nyahah ! Ara treat me again . Thanks again baybeh ! woohooo ! kecoh sia ! we talktalk and yea shared our probs togather . it was fun hunn ! and daa habes teros separated and i took bused home .

To baby Ara ; Thanks alot baby ! ur great to be with and yea i had fun with youu todaay baby ! iloveyou and meet soon again hunneh!

Hazly's going to kuala lumpur on friday for 3 days ! Omg ! What !! im suree gonna miss hym maaaann ! *Sigh* well noone could acommpany texting me till late night . haiyoo ! takpee . Just takecre dude !


Yes ive realised ! ive totally realised evrything . Right from th start i shouldnt have gotten involved with you i shouldnt have gotten myself to be in love with you . you stole my heart and now its hard to take it back . i thot w/o u i was nothing but now im sumthing . ohh maaann ! thanks for th love you gave me but now i knw w/o you i feel its great . i feel relieved now . i realised that i still have much more wonderfull babes and dudes frens to be with . they care for me much more then u did . iloveyou wholeheartedly but now i regretted evrything . mann , evrything u know that . i finnally learned .



Cintaku padamu terlalu dalam hingga tidaak satu pun yang mengetahuinya.
Aku ingin kau tahu aku maseh mengharapkan dirimu kembali kepada ku .
Tetapi ini semua hanya mimpi di siang hariku .
Aku tidak dapat melupakan mu.
Ku bersedih kerana mu , tiada cahaya kegembiraan pabila kau pergi .
Kini kau sudaa dapat apa yang kau inginkan & kau amat bahagia sama si Dia.
Biar ku undurkan diri daa cuba melupakan dirimu.
Ku tidak mahu dipermainkan lagi , ku tidak mahu dipermainkan lagi.
Kau hanya anggap diriku bagai boneka.
Aku tahu cintamu pada ku sudah lama kau hapuskan.
Kini sudah masanya aku pun harus menghapuskan cintaku padamu.
Sia-sia sahaja selama ini ku menuggu kepulangan mu .
Kini kau pergi dan takkan kembali.
Cintamu bukan untuk diriku . Cintamu adalah untuk si Dia.
Cuma Tuhan shaja yang tahu isi hati ku dan betapa peritnya hatiku merasakan kesedihan ini.
Selamat tinggal kekasih. Moga kau bahagai dengan si Dia.


*sorry its in malay yea . hope you all understand this . takecre all !*

Date Monday
Time Monday, June 15, 2009

Now again im uploding this picture of hym . Haish . its been more then a month ive been waiting for hym and now just todaay when i got back home i saw tt he was attch ? Omg ! terperanjat siaaaa! His lucky gerl named Sharmiela . Ohh to that ur lucky and do take care of hym . last long okey korang . im sad . totally heartbroken . i thot i still got hope but it ended up like this . ive been waitng & waitng for hym to be back in my life but now i knew he wansnt meant ofr me at all . all i know was that ive given too much , too much false hope towrds hym and now ive been acted as a fooled waiting for a guy like hym . i tried evrything and ive wasted my tyme & my life just for youu SHAHERAN ! and you knw what !! this is what i get in return ?! Fcuk !! its all my mistake . people do make mistake and ive been mistaken to fall in love with you and im now stuck with youu . i knw its all over but now i guess im gonna say its officially over . I wanted the old u back . cause the old u was the one tt loved me and gave me those promises . but now i realise . those promises werent true . they were just EMPTY PROMISES . I hate it .



Arjun ; sorry i rejected your love ., i just cant trust boys now . ive been getting hurt tyme and again . now isnt the tyme for me to fall in love back . im not ready to carry another hurt on my back one hurt is enough . i cant handle this burden anymore . im sory to hurt youu but i didnt meant it .



Todaay was funn . Nak pegy swimming but at last almost all th west side punye tutop baek sia . naseb cume me , Fitri , Yanna , Yayat , Zai , Yaseen . Gerek uhh kau Yaseen ! gaga !! Zai , Zai ! Gembeng ehh kau ! Hohoho . kesyan dorang . but then maybe goin trmw laa swimming ehh . weeehoo ! im gonna put all my tears and sorrows behind and put a big big smile on my face and laugh out loud till i drop ! weeeheeee ~!!! Its tyme i have to enjoy life now since his now gotten th girl of his choice ! yea ! ..


Im totally hurt ........


You left me in th storm and let me bear all the pain .

Date Sunday
Time Sunday, June 14, 2009

Hello once again its time .
time for what ?
to blogg laa dengs ! gaga ! kaay .

today was soo called fun jugak laa ehh . went uh with daddy , mummy & lilbro kan . got jemputan then went went to eat ice kacang at tamp mart there . okey taknak elaborate lagy malas uhh babe . geesh !

froM pagy sampai petang tadii i waited for hazly to txt me . tuggu oehh tunggu asal laa he never txt , pikir apee laa kan . atlast i txted hym first . wondering whaat happen padahal-padahal he was playing soccer with his dad . . baek perr ? gagag !
kaay stop it .

His back todayy from camp . now his on9 but i dun wanna chat with hym cause im not suree why . I miss hym lyke what ehh ?!! ive been asking saleha whens his coming back and now his back taknak chat pulaak . haish . hoow i wish u knew how i miss u now ! kaay . i hope u realise it .

FellaBirdy just told me tadii got KIS punye outing on th 19th at punggol . hmm . i think im going i think im not . taklei conferm uhh baby ! . i will text u babes ehh if gy ke tak ?



Okey baek tmrw reeya fully booked sei ! morning2 lagyy daa kena meet Horeah pat tamp inter got to go HHQ NCC nak amek NO 1 uniform for NCC day . leceeh sia . takpee for ncc bolei . hehs . then after taking uniform kena laa rushrush back home cause nak meet fitri,yana,aisha and laen2 nak pii swimming pat jurong babe !! gaga ! i hope its fun . then after that kena meet diana shes asking me out . yea at last dapat meet her !! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!! kaaykkaay cukop !

besok reeya blog lagyk ehh . byebye ! tgh busy nie !

takecre ass!

PS; I want the old you back .

Date Friday
Time Friday, June 12, 2009

Kayy hello Humanizers baybie !! ohh great ! today was soo fun and enjoyable laa korang tawu tak ? ahah !

Home > Bedok Inter > Bedok Cc > Bedok Inter *took yana**met ijal & gangs* > Bedok inter*send aisha off* > Esplanade > Boon Keng > Back Home .


Thats was such a fun day !! sumpaah sunguuh banyak laughlaugh ! fuhhh ! nak out lagy biler babes ? gagaghh ! Actually ur plan was suppose to print our homeworks and get it done togather but it ended up to this . ahahha !! tak apee .

Supposed to meet Zacky todaay but fuhh ! tunggu diyer punye text macam tunggu duet nak jatoh from th sky ! ahha ! takpee aku pon tak heran uhh !

Fiz is going JB tomorrow & will only be back on next saturday . okey have fun ehh and takecre ! haha :D

Maybe meeting Hazly tmrw & im not suree till now . haha . kaaykaay . whatever it is *BLANK*



As you can see ive change my blogskin soo yea . haha . boring uhh dgn yang lame punye . doo tag tag akuu laa yer ?

kaay taktau nak cakap apee lagy .

byebye sume !


*sickness is gone & have flown to Hazly* | Wish hym a fast recovery |

Date Wednesday
Time Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Humans ! Im back to th updates hoo ! Im currently superr sick . im feeling quite weak but some people is just making a hard tyme for me example my adek . haish . sumpah atttitude diyerr . wooh ! hmms . okey . ive bben sick for almost 3 days and it feels soo soo terrible oii ! korang tak tawuu ehh at night i find it soo irritated and difficult to sleep due to my runny nose nie ! takpee i can still bear th pain . i took my medicine just now after eating lunch due to my promise to tt person laa kan . aha . but still my cough seems to be much bad . haish . my voice sounds like a rockstar babe ! but i hate it . fuuhh ! bilerr laa nak baek ehh . ehh this dieases can u just go away . fuuhhyoo ! kalau laa i can just say tt and my sickness is gone mesty hapy gilers kan ? hohohho . kaay kaay . stop . nanti orang pikir reeya nie giler pulak biler saket .gaga ! err . okay ! to tell the truth aku sumpah nyee hapyy !! yeayea ! i got 50 bucks from mummy yesterday ! andand im not sure what to do with it but what i knw im going to shop shop shop ! andand !i have to spent it wisely laa kans .. aiyoo ! 50 bucks for me macam tak cukop uhh . haish . takpee . hehs .


I miss youu !! its been soo long ive not seen you on9 and im not sure why . haish . i bet your busy with your n level thingy and i just wish u your best okey . haish . i totally miss u like alot ehh . u will never know whats in my kind but even if you know i bet u dun even caree . haish kaay stop it . !

Im superr-Bored tau kawankawan ! takdee orang nak chat nan aku . tsktsk ! sad sia akuu ! naseb aku tgh txting nie ehh if not adoii mendak lagyy laa aku . err . hazly asking me out and im not sure to go or not cause im sick bebeh ! ahah . kaay cepatcepat laa sembuh ehh reeya nie ! menyusahkan orang jee tawu ! haha kayy laa cukop besokbesok bolei blog yee . hee ;

takecre semue !

dummdddiiidummdiiduumm !

Date Sunday
Time Sunday, June 07, 2009

Hello ! Kay-kay humans ! i know u miss me huh ? *WootWoot*
Hhaha ! its been a few days ive not been blogging . and now its tyme to blog . i didnt wanna blog but seems like miss blogging soo yea !

Few days ive been gone mising from my bloggie world cause ive been busy for almost 4 days from thursday till today i had to work . omg ! standing almost th whole day pespiring mostly of th tyme . haish . its kinda tired but yea its soo soo worth it after all . but *sigh* Wort it for th past 3 days uhh but for today ! maaakk aiii !! Kakii kuu cramp siaw ! adee laa bisul macam benjul gituu at my tapak kakii ! Hiakduusshhh ! there goes crashed all my plans . Sungguh menyakitkan hatii & jantungkuu sei ! lots of plan was in my mind but since my feet is in this condition i have to just rot at home & wait for it to recover bbebeh ! Aduuuiihaii ! Menyampah sei ! takpee , when i get well soon ! i will be going to start back all my plan !!


Bestiekuuuu Paul !!!!!!! its great to have a bestie like hym . be jeles cause it seems we dont act like besties but its like more than tt , haha . merapek laa akuu ! nyahaahhass !
his great to be with , kecoh and sungguh th kelakar . kalau dengar he talk melayu cute sia ! sebiji like orang melayu . hehs . how lucky her gf is to get hym yea ? hoho . but she does not seems to take cre of her tt well . adoii ! hurt my bestie i smack ur ass with neddle ehh !gagaag ! okeyokey , meetiing hym soon bebeh ! butbut ! wait till kakii kuu daa baek ehh sayaaaangg oii !!


Babygirlskuu !!!!!!!!!! its been almost a month ive not been metting them and it hurts my heart soo badbadly doinkx ! haahahha , fake ass ! i wanna meet them hug them ! haish ! ilovethem to th fucking coree laa yee ?!!! Setuju tak korangkorang sume ?!! hahass ! kaykay once again i'll be meeting u babes soon butbut tunnguu laa kakii kuu nie ! problem uhh !


Now im damn fcuking th bored laa kans . takdee apape nak buwat . just finish txting with hafiz and now still txting with larry . daa topup mah takpee ! hehs . Hazly suro txt bilee daa topup nie i txted hym from just now sampai sekarang tak reply2 . adoii aper nie ?! takpee laa doinkx ! maybe he have his reasons ehh oiik ..

kaykay super-crazy-ass laa akuu nie giler laa !! macam tak betol ehh . takpee not evrytime kan ?


byebye laa faithful readers .

andand anyway if once read do tagg me ehh ! takmuh spamspam tau pantat !

doodooooo ;D

Date Wednesday
Time Wednesday, June 03, 2009

People do change huh ? haish ,.sometimes we dun even recognised or knw th old us . people change sometimes due to th one they love or maybe just by nature . its hard gettign back to where we started . how i wish i could get back to when we first knew each other. how perfect my life would ever be . .


Larry & Saleha have made & impact in my life . they seems to cheer me up and make me smile more often than before . lifee seems better than yesterday & how i wish u could enjoy this hapy moments with me togatheer . i share my sorrows & my happiness with them . eventhot they seems to be 2 years younger thm me , they do lend their listening ears . they do share their thots & try their best to help me & advice , they do understand my condition and im gratful to them . Their existance seems to brighten my life tts being darken by his love tt he have left just like tt .

We have to move on with lyfe . nothing get th better of it if we just stays on just how we are . im in such a mess now like what 'Zaie'said to me yesterday . 'someone will help u out of this mess ur in soo just be strong' . i listen to what 'Zaie' says & advice to me as his th also th one tt have been helping whenever im troubled . he continues to be there for me even how tough it may be . Good people do exist & now i do believe it . but as for moving on i dun think its the time now . but im slowy getting rid bits & pieces of th pain tts in my heart . soon i will be relieved & nothing can ever get in my way especially being in love . now nots th time for tt . what i have to do is bucking up in my studies & being togather with my hapy family & friends !


This sunday got kendarat !! ive been waiting for this yeayea ! got to meet my babes at th piture above !! woohhoooooo !!!!!!!!!!!!!! have fun babe !! haah ;) and i will be getting money-money ehh ! bolei topup ! bolei shopping !!! woohoo !! enjoy babe ! but still have to kkep laa tkkan nak belanjee sume ! adoii !! Reeyaa nie belum dapat daa kanchiong-spider pulakk ehh ! hohoho . okey, i gotta go change nak pi jogging with shahirah laa oii ! takecre folks !!



Daadaa ass :D


Time will heal the pain .

Date Monday
Time Monday, June 01, 2009

Monday is such a bore . and soo its gonna be tommorow and next day after that , i hope life wont be this bore , i feel like im rotting at home doing nothing but just staring infornt of this laptop screen evry single day . holidays are here ! but im not the least hapy due to not going out & no having any plans yet soo far . but i hope im gonna enoy this holiday to th fullest and a fruitfull holiday too !! ive not touch a piece of my homework yet cause im quite lazy for now . maybe later on . and ohh ive forgotten , ive been helping saleha doing her blog as shes not sure enuf to do just tt . & it seems great & enjoyabale ! when i see her hapy im hapy too . yea and to saleha if theres anything im gonna say it again if need help do approach me . im here for you . ohh yea ! i got to chat with larry tday .his kinda good boy . saleha & shah's friend . and ohh yea . i know hym quite a lil bit and larry if u do have any problems im here for u to seek help or anything okey . dun be afraid my dear friend .

Hiakdusshh !! Its been sometime ive not been chatting with tt someone . u dun nid to knw who tt someone is cause u will never know . only i & god knows it . hmm . i kindda miss hym a lil . i think his busy preparing with his exams thot . yea . he told me tt he is . soo yea . i hope i could chat with hym soon and also going out with hym . he wants too soo lets wait for tt day to come . but kan to tt someone ; wait till i got money ehh . hohoho , thn u can go follow me go shopping ehh . haha . i doubt he would run away when he heres shopping ., hahaaa .

Time do goes by very fast dun'cha think soo ? i feel kindda down but at th same time i feel a lil bit useless . my heart keeps sayin ' why dun u just let go of hym , his not loving u anymore & its not worth it' should i foolow whas my hearts saying or what ? im really2 clueless now . im not sure whats my next step in life . whats more to come in my life im not sure yet ? only 'GOD' determines what happens tomorrow .

what im hoping is a better tommorow than today .

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Babes ;
♥♥♥JOASREE♥♥♥
♥♥Rossa♥♥
♥♥Saleha♥♥
♥♥Anis♥♥
♥♥Astri♥♥
♥♥FeellaBirdy&RieraMambolache♥♥
♥Milaaaahh♥
♥Nurul Aziefah♥
♥♥Adilah♥♥
♥Angy Seri Ayu♥
♥♥Nana Ketot♥♥
♥♥Eziey♥♥
♥♥Indahh Woww♥♥
♥ZainaSenik♥
Iikinn
Angy
Atikah
Alyaa
♥♥Aisha Begum♥♥
Beelah
Nasyithah
Fatin
Nisha
Sakinah
Raudhah
Nuraqilah
Sulastri
Cina-lian
♥♥Hazirah♥♥
♥♥Nora♥♥
♥♥Myra♥♥
AmirahElmo
Ila
IraBoncet
Alyaa Aqilah
Joyce
Jennifer
Vivien
Ummu

Dudes ;
♥♥Paul♥♥
♥Rauf♥
♥Syairazi Haziq♥
♥Radin Khairul Irwan♥
♥♥NicholasLimXiHao♥♥
♥♥NaimAdekuu♥♥
ZakiEddie:P
Irfan Audi
Firdaus
AnnDevilSatSat
Hendra
Indra
Masdi
Asrul